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As hard as I am on the human traffickers, some of them I actually have a thing for and I can relate this above video to so many of them. I feel led on and find it is nothing but a hoax. Sounding like a broken record, because of the time and place things are said, I know people are trying to connect and talk with me. Regardless of how psycho people think I am, I do not question my sanity. I see things all of the time, but do I ever see or hear anything directly from the Aussie man who is leading me on? No. He has never made a solid connection or bridged things with confirmation. I find I can joke about things, but I have little hope in men who pursue me in this fashion.
I call them a baby because I really see them as acting like a baby to be so afraid to approach me in person. I have a lot of correlations with how I see a picture, this is one of them. I think another relation could be Vanilla Sky, which I can't believe that they would allow Erin to continually be so corrupt with. The hoaxer's name shouldn't have been Kevin, but Erin. Some Kevin guy is supposedly the man who pimps the male's, creating stories that ladies are to believe someone likes them. But do I seriously want to have to mother a man? No.
Kathy and Hoda's criticism of Sarah's remarks on Jon .....
Jon as in Jon Stewart I havn't really made a public spectacle as in wearing a hat to broadcast my hate, but I have had a little bit of gossip and stopped watching his show. Oh don't they make him sound so angelic. I guess I have to remind them that he has made very horrible remarks to me. He tries to cut my esteem and make me feel humiliated, ugly, and low quite often. I'll add on to what he said about the whole Gitmo thing with a mentality that he thinks I am a freak and should be in jail or an asylum. So, I have no shame in not watching his show anymore and cutting him off. He is a hater.
These are the comments I made while watching the Today show. My dad's name is Gene and I always feel so awkward and embarassed when he is around. I'm not trying to offend the real Gene Simmons, but this episode is so embarassing. As anti-normal, anti-family, anti-whatever it is for me to be hateful, I can't stand my dad. We aren't on good terms, don't present it like we joke or sickly flirt with each other. Well, at least the wife doesn't look like me. I'm going to be 26 soon, hopefully nobody makes the connection and seriously thinks my dad and I are an item. Whoever is doing this conspiracy is sick. Oh God, the today show's Sarah is blond. I'm glad they presented her as being grossed out and shunning in the last shot of them.
I think the matrix man connects my dad to Josh with the long hair. With what my dad said last night, I'm not surprised he shares the connection. I'm pretty sure he objectified me and tried to make me paranoid when he was talking about Mark, who I think is connected to Shawn but am not sure. He was talking to my mother while I was in the room and said whatever the object was, was the last one left and that is why Mark got it. I do consider my dad very chauvenistic and Ron Burgundy character type, so for him to say that another guy wants me because he can't find anything better and there is nothing else available is a bash that I'm not surprised to hear him say. I don't trust he knows the truth and BS's with his own grapevine. With Sarah Jessica Parker on last night, when she made the comment about some Mark guy, I felt a second confirmation that my dad's paranoic repression was really something he was trying to make me paranoid with and that others bought into. I really don't know who Mark ultimately represents, but I am freaked out with it all. I hate that I feel forced to talk because my dad will probably find out and because it doesn't break me he will probably find other strategies to harass me and hurt my esteem as a chauvenist would normally do. I also hate that I feel forced to talk for the sake of my own life and privacy. I never wanted my drama to be so public and twisted. I hate people.
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